Well... Well... Well

So...
it seems like i haven't blogged in such a long time...
there has been nothing that important for me to blog about...
i guess i could talk about my weekend
my family is in the process of moving
&& it is sooo tiring
having to load all of your crap and then walking up and down steps to drop it off
augh! && not to mention how hot it has been lately
i seriously thought i was going to pass out
the heat aint no joke
i def. dont want 2 go 2 hell





Side Note:
...speaking of hell
on Sunday my pastor said it was hotter than 2 hells outside
mwuahahaha
after church i asked my parents about saying it's hot as h e double hockey sticks
i asked them if they thought it was ok...
i said it was bcuz you are actually talking about the place...
they disagreed
so it's hot as hell are words that you will never here coming out of my mouth..
but anyway, that's my little side note





Back to my weekend..
well i stayed home Friday && did not attend school bcuz i was
wayyyyy too tired from moving
but the purpose of me staying home was totally defeated when my mother told me
that we were going to do more moving
AUGH! i was soo pissed

but we got done with the moving && my mother told us that for our hard work..
we were going out to eat
we went to wok & roll && their food was very hot!
it was early in the day so not many ppl were there
but i totally couldn't eat like i wanted to
i just didnt have the appetite




Now Saturday:
Jan invited me to go to the movies with some others to see obsessed
omg i totally enjoyed the movie i didnt think i would like it so much
im not gonna go into detail just in case someone who hasnt seen the movie is reading this
after the movie me && syd went down to petland
&& played with this adorable dog..we named him twowiee
[pronounced two-we]
then we went to get food...
i got this delicious stuffed pretzel
MMMM

Sunday!:
Sunday was great
Church was great!
After church my mother& i went to get some Cold Stone Creamery
the same guy serves me everytime!
he is soo polite && cute!
i got the pie who loved me
&& it was delish!
After Cold Stone i went home & had some pizza
then i got a text from a cool peep asking if i wanted to go 2 the mall..
i jumped on that!
Mall was fun!


Well..that sums up my weekend!

=)

Sticky Stickler

Right now i am sitting in my engineering class
&& As you can see from the picture that appears beside the words im typing there is a sneaky snake going around putting sticky notes on our fellow classmates backs

You cannot see what the little messages are on these notes but the notes read things like:
I'll see you in detention
Sneaky Sneak
&& I Lick Myself
The first two victims of this stickyness[shown above you] have fount their notes


&& One became a part of this sticky mess and placed it on another classmate's back
Will this stickyness continue??
Here's a picture of the next two victims

















&&The next victim...























However,the sticky noter still remains anonymous
Who is this sticky sticker???
Ladies & Gents I introduce you to Gamal[pronounced Jamal]

He's the spoon && I'm the dish of icecream

Latrice it's like he's the spoon and i'm the bowl of icecream," julika says
hmmm...we are on the phone&& i totally don't know what to say about the whole situation
I really don't
&& i feel that she is at the point where it doesn't matter what anyone says..she is still gonna be angry
&& i know how it feels to be at that point

idk how many times i have said this
[over the past couple of years]
But....
GUYS R FRIGG'IN JERKS!
I just want one guy to prove that they are not all the same

&& when you screw one of my friends over
it's a done deal buddy

"why did he text me!!?," she asks
i really don't know the answer to this

"i'm about to make fire in my feet!," she says
this girl is scaring me
she is really pissed && i dont know how to calm her down

wat to do?!
wat to do??!?

this is the first time i am really out of words of advice
i'm out of words period.
idk wat 2 say 2 her

how can i help my friend??
augh im confused!

.....
confused child
"i'm not mad anymore....i'm just upset," she says




.....
HUH!!!????

Please Don't Forget

I love love love Demi Lovato's song Don't Forget
I have been listening to it a lot lately
&& I cry everytime I hear it



Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us



Sniff Sniff**
Don't the words just touch you????

Hmmm....[Smile]

Life has truly been GREAT lately
This spring break is truly the best that i have had so far
You can ask anyone who knows me well enough has life been good for me lately && they will tell you no
I am really glad that I am learning who my real friends are
&& I am letting go of the unnecessary ones
My mind totally got off track when I met this guy
He pulled me away from my friends my family && most importantly GOD
I wanted to spend all my time with him
&& didn't care about anybody else
Well...the guy turned out to be GAY
Ha! shows you how much a guy can get a girl caught up
If there is anything I have learned in the past years is that boys at my age are a WAIST OF TIME && you should always put God FIRST
I spent a lot of nights crying
&& then i realized what i needed to do was to spend a lot of nights PRAYING
I really have reconnected myself with God
&& also my friends
&& that guy...
I still love him with the love of God
But im going on with my LIFE whether it's with him or not
Hmph!
Smh...the guys i like
But needless to say
I AM SO MUCH BETTER
I never thought I would make it through
But from the lyrics of my fav. artist[Tye Tribbett]
"He's so faithful!
He keeps making a way out of no way
Just when I thought that I couldn't take no more
I MADE IT THROUGH"
Well...
There it is
I guess I should stop blogging now
Gotta go do some chores
=D

Tough Love[This 1 Is Dedicated To J.Bridges]

I'm hurt
very hurt
to see how one of my closest friends attitude on LIFE is changing into something that is totally negative
The enemy is really good with his game
every time someone speaks negative.. he is grinning saying his work is done
SURE life is truly hard sometimes
but that doesn't mean you give up
don't look at all the negatives
&& you complain && say that bad people are always rewarded
psh! it seems that way now but that will change
& it might not change soon..actually i know it won't change soon
nobody who does wrong will go unpunished...
TRUST ME
& i know you may feel like your good deeds are going unnoticed but that's not true
my dearry
patience is a virtue
&& good things really do come to those who wait
everyone knows you gotta have rain in order to get a rainbow
don't give the enemy the satisfaction of you being upset
STOP THROWING YOURSELF A PITY PARTY![&& im not being mean im just giving you tough love because iknow exactly how your feeling]
you really think things are gonna get better for you if you act bitter?
psh! naw...that ain't the way you do it
this is probably another test
you go through things in LIFE to make you STRONGER
&& for you to give up
that's like you saying i don't trust God
i don't trust God enough to know he will make things better
i don't trust God enough to know he will work every situation out
maybe that's the problem...
of coarse it's good to pray but you also have to have faith that your prayers will be answered && that your circumstances will get better
if your reading this...please speak to me
i need to hear at least one word from you
hear me out on this
i would not write all of this if i didn't love & care for you